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David Stutler ([personal profile] merlinian) wrote2011-08-23 01:00 pm
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[rift, lol public: SECRETS WEEK]

I have a crush on a demon.

And it's weird, because it doesn't really bother me. But I feel like it should?

I know the demons here aren't necessarily bad. I know it doesn't work that way. And she doesn't seem bad. A little weird, but look who's talking.



But I'm the Prime Merlinian. And something about the word "demon" doesn't sit right with me, because when I hear "demon" I also hear "evil" and then my instincts tell me to fight it.

So I guess it's the word that bothers me more than anything. She definitely doesn't bother me.
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[identity profile] merlinianblood.livejournal.com 2011-08-23 05:01 pm (UTC)(link)




CRAP.
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[personal profile] dustonherwings 2011-08-23 07:43 pm (UTC)(link)
Weeeell I don't know what a Prime Merlinian is, but some demons are real nice! One was my sorta-adopted-big-brother once! And then another was one of my new bestest friends and she was lots of fun and her name was Indy? But for Indigo, not Indiana like Indiana Jones.

They disappeared, though, I guess. :(

[identity profile] merlinianblood.livejournal.com 2011-08-24 05:03 pm (UTC)(link)
It's... complicated.

And I know she's nice! Just.

That word.

I'm sorry your friends disappeared.
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ALL THE LATE RETURN TAGS! <3

[personal profile] dustonherwings 2011-10-22 06:55 pm (UTC)(link)
It's okay. I'm making new friends. Or, I hope I am, anyway. :)

[identity profile] xandtheman3.livejournal.com 2011-08-24 07:29 am (UTC)(link)
Hey, I'm right there with you.

Not that I have a crush on demons but when I fell through, I had a hard time being friends with any, because

My whole life pre-Rift was filled with demons of the variety that liked to seduce and try to kill me.

However, the demons here are people like anyone else. They just have this sucky calling shoved at them.

[identity profile] merlinianblood.livejournal.com 2011-08-24 05:03 pm (UTC)(link)
Yeaaaaaah.

I'll get over it.

[identity profile] willnotbemine.livejournal.com 2011-08-24 04:58 pm (UTC)(link)
Not all of us are the root of evil, no. I get why people are wary at first, though.

[LOCKED]

So. [:3] Who is this demon~?

[identity profile] merlinianblood.livejournal.com 2011-08-24 05:05 pm (UTC)(link)
I didn't know you were a demon!




OH GOD DO YOU THINK THIS IS

[LOCKED.]

IT'S NOT ABOUT YOU. Not that it couldn't be. BUT I'M NOT SAYING I HAVE A CRUSH ON YOU. YOU'RE REALLY PRETTY. But it's not


I'm just gonna stop writing now.

[identity profile] willnotbemine.livejournal.com 2011-08-24 05:07 pm (UTC)(link)
[LOCKED]

LMFAO WHAT.

If I thought it was about me, I wouldn't... ask who it is.

My ego's not that big. Chill dude.

[identity profile] merlinianblood.livejournal.com 2011-08-24 05:09 pm (UTC)(link)
[locked ;;]

Oh.

Well.

Her name's Trinity. I'm pretty sure she doesn't like me "like that." But.

[identity profile] willnotbemine.livejournal.com 2011-08-24 05:14 pm (UTC)(link)
[locked :x]

So win her over.

[identity profile] merlinianblood.livejournal.com 2011-08-24 05:28 pm (UTC)(link)
[locked]

I don't think a relationship is something I want right now. The last one kind of... tanked. Hard.

[identity profile] willnotbemine.livejournal.com 2011-08-24 05:34 pm (UTC)(link)
[locked]

I'm sorry. The last relationship I had before the one I have now also tanked. Really hard. And then I met my current boyfriend and we've been together for almost a year. Not that I'm saying you need a relationship.

So. If you ever want to hang out with a just-friend--who does not think you have a crush on her, btw--I'm around.

In case the demon thing stops bugging you.

[identity profile] merlinianblood.livejournal.com 2011-08-24 05:37 pm (UTC)(link)
[locked]

Well I guess if something happened I would, you know, let it. But since that's really unlikely, whatever.

And I'm sorry about the demon thing. It's my problem and I have to get over it. You can totally kick me if I hurt your feelings.

[identity profile] willnotbemine.livejournal.com 2011-08-24 05:40 pm (UTC)(link)
[locked]

You don't know that but, okay.

Nah. I've got thick skin. I know when people arrive and hear demon, they think horns and devils and fiery pits of hell. We're cool.

[identity profile] omnomnomface.livejournal.com 2011-08-24 06:07 pm (UTC)(link)
omg Dave, come onnnnn. You don't have to feel bad about liking a demon. Like, I know they're apparently bad shit where you come from, but come onnnnnnn.

Seriously. It's totally fine. Like. Look at me! I dated an angel--an archangel. And we made it work until he left me without saying good-bye and

[She has to take a quick sobbing break. The text may be a little tearstained, whoops.]

Okay maybe that's not the best example but seriously like. It's fine. WE'RE PEOPLE TOO, Y'KNOW. You don't have to think of us as demons if you don't want to. Just think of us as members of the supernatural community or whatever.

Who is she, though? Is she hot?

[identity profile] merlinianblood.livejournal.com 2011-08-24 06:14 pm (UTC)(link)
[OH MY GOD HIS LIFE WHY.

He headdesks at exactly the wrong angle and hits his nose. This hurts a whole freaking lot, so while flailing, he falls off his chair.

And then he stays on the floor for a few minutes, wondering what the fuck even.

He stuffs his nose with tissues before writing a reply, because the last thing he needs is to get blood on this.]

I'll get over it.

And uh

I don't think you know her.

[identity profile] doctorofdeath.livejournal.com 2011-08-26 07:19 am (UTC)(link)
In the vernacular, demons are generally regarded as creatures capable of inflicting great harm, opposed to good. The meaning of words is sacred, though I don't believe their various connotations should prevent you from pursuing something which could make you happy.

I wouldn't generally recommend becoming involved with a demon, however.
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